Nightstargardian

I love my life one of my best friends turned out to be the best guy of choice and i'm soooooo lucky to knnow him. Yeah i've known him since jr. high school and he always has my back in every fight I get into. So yeah I know what ya'll are thinking at first I said that my life sucked like fuckin hell. But now every thing is good but my only question who do I trust, who should I trust.

Why was i even fuckin born to this world I bet everything would be better if i just died no would have to get hurt no would have to suffer from my choices no one would have to get hurt cause of me i hate my life really i feel so lost and have no idea what to do. I wish some one would just end my life for good any one have any ideas on how i can end my life let me know. this is probably going to be the last you will ever hear from me. GOODBYE.................

Can't belive i'm single, Can't belive I hurt the guy I once loved, Can't belive i'm going back into my emo stage again and no one can do anything about it. It feels like time has stoped for me and no one else Like the people are moving past me faster than normal I have no idea what this is and I don't want any one else to fall like I have and I will never have any one try to help me so any of you who have advise keep it to your self please thanks and any of you pervs who think you can hurt me or use me I will never happen for I am the white ninja.